Monday, July 28, 2008

My last post was on the 22july but it seemed to me that i did not blog for quite a long time.. i had a very pleasant weekend despite that i was dead-beaten... Well, what i did last weekend was that - i helped out at a god's festival.. hmm.. perhaps not many of you all know what that meant, but i just helped out @ those "deity's" festival kinda thing.. anyway, it was kinda harsh for me, because my leg hurts. I helped out as an "admin/account assistant, haha @ the joss-sticks counter, and @ night, i helped to go around taking down the names of the people whom bidded for the deity's stuff..keke i bidded too - for "tua di yar pek" shou tao (buns made into shapes of peaches from flour) and mee sua.. its the very first time i bid on something, and its realli FUN! haha xD

Anyway, i'm also quite disappointed with a call i recevied from a friend last saturday. Hmm.. i dunno how i should phrase it, since i am not angry with her. Just plain disappointed with what she did because i expected her to be more thoughtful (but still, i guess not everyone is that thoughtful though). Hmm.. okay, the situation is something like that~ one of my friends wanted to plan a pinic because they feel that pinics are supposingly more healthy. I was informed quite early after they had this "pinic idea" and i recevied a call from them about the "idea". My reply was like "waa.. pinic ar~ confirm very sian one~ so bo liao ar, go until east coast pinic~" i mean of course, since i stay in the westside of sg, east coast to me very far lor.. especially if u were to say go there pinic on a sunday afternoon - waliew, sunday was like the only day for me to rest..

So, despite my comment, they did planned for the pinic which was supposed to be held yesterday's afternoon.. Well, then last saturday, i received the call from this friend telling me they re-scheduled the pinic to the coming saturday.. Okay, i forget to mention this part~ 1 week after the "idea", i sprained my ankle which was last week's incident = i could not have teadious sports events.. Okay, back to the phone call~ so my this friend called, and told me how they decided to plan it on "next SATURDAY's afternoon", and the people going along..

Hmm.. till now, i guess u guys might be thinking~ your friend did nothing wrong ma.. she forward the pinic to this coming saturday might be because you injured your leg~ but let me tell u all, not because i was injured, but another friend volunteered to cook curry chicken to bring along to the pinic! Well, they actually planned it on SATURDAY, whereby my friend know that i need to work on saturdays.. (they already marked that i will not go @ all). But yes! i did say i will NOT go, after since i heard how she put it in.. Okay, i was bluntly asking her~ "waa.. u all plan on saturday even if i wanna go, i oso cant since i gotta work. Her reply was going like " since before we fix the date of the pinic, I did inform you when we just had the "idea" but i can hear from your tone that u dont like and dont enjoy pinic." What is this lor~ you are not me, so you dont know what i am thinking. Of course lor~ if u are like me the same only got 1 day off every week which happens to be sunday, i m sure you will think the same ma. But ended up is going rollerblading suntan @ beach chit chat, all this kinda of things i wasn't even told in the first place. - to think that i treated her as a close friend of mine, and i expected she will understand me more, i was quite utterly disappointed with such a remark~

Anyway, she also did replied very bluntly back~ its okay you can always join us after your work since we wont be going back so early~ have some consideration lor, i worked the one whole day deadbeaten n u still expect me to go and meet you all when you all never even thought about me in the first place? (now i understand different places you go got different feelings especially with a different crowd). It makes me wonder am i really her one of the good pals in her heart when i treated her like one. Its not as if i am petty but i just wanna be pampered once in a while.. Now you ask me to go join, do you expect me to say yes? nope, but i wont lor..

I thought it was just that issue that affected me.. but when i called another friend to chit chat @ night on de day before the issue, they were conferencing.. This "pal of mine" did it again. Ok they were gaming @ the point of moment when i called, and she just keep on talked loudly over the phone to "another friend". Keep continuing @ the "game thing" and treated it as i was never on the conference. The friend whom i called did apologise but what for? Did she mind n say sorry that she was unable to attend to me the next day when she called?~ nope lor.. she never even mentioned about it. Game game n game, i understand sometimes we tend to get over enthusiatic in something so we forget about the surroundings, i used to entertain her calls while gaming but why she cannot do de same? I rather die in game lor, then to ignore a friend. But did you know the sad part? the sad part was -> nobody even greeted me Hi on the phone while i was still hanging in the conversation!

Anyway, i m not pissed, just utterly disappointed when some1 whom u treasured as a close friend while she did that to you. Trust me guys, i guessed you all might have the same encounter as me before, so i think you all will understand.. i got a feeling that if she keeps on continuing this way, we will drift, drift and eventually we might not be friends @ all... i dread this to come & hope it wont, cos i still treasure...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i missed 3 lessons, and besides i could not bowl or drive now - > because i've injured my ankle. yes, i'm having a right-side pig trotter and the best i can do is limp to work. Injured my leg last thursday night and went to "Maguang" clinic to see the chinese physician.. Had 2 days mc (from friday to saturday) and despite so, i need to report back to work from yesterday.

but still, my leg realli hurts.. since my lessons are on fri, sat and monday, i missed 3 days of lessons cos i do not want my leg to suffer. almost fell down in bus yesterday when i board de bus on my way home, could not go out last weekend gosh!!!

haiz, exams are around the corner and i m really feeling pressured. i hope everything will go well for me..

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Dontcha Mess With Me...

This morning i checked my mailbox, and realised SMRT has returned mail.. I am happy that my complaint reached them... Was fucking pissed off with a SMRT cleaner last week on my way to work.

This fucker cleaned the interior of the lift @ commonwealth station during peak hours whereby alot of people will be using it. The best part is he was only cleaning the interior glass. I was late for work, and I wanted to take the lift because i was also holding on to my safety management coursebook which was so fucking thick!!

What happened? He chased me out of the lift when i went in.. so i fucking muz take the stairs because the only escalator @ commonwealth is moving in the "up" direction. When i reached downstairs, i realised a pregnant woman pushing a baby pram was waiting @ the ground level for the lift to come. How inconsiderate lor~ since the fucking cleaner did not put any cleaning signboard @ the bottom.

Therefore once i reached my office, i was so fucking pissed off i complained. I wrote an email to SMRT telling them how poor their services were. Trains never ever reach on time - but that is fine with me because sometimes cannot blame the drivers since singaporeans normally late de..keke.. but pay so much for the freaking slow ride and yet still need to be scolded by the cleaner makes a pleasant morning gone..

I am actually pleased with smrt's respond since @ least they make the effort to reply.. or else i swear i will complain to LTA or even the CASE association. Cannot train their workers well than why still have fare hikes? Normally common sense to clean places with most people after peak hours ma~ you think everybody so free like u clean clean, we can take our own sweet time walk to work??

So i thought to myself, if the cleaner were to ask this kind of unreasonable term to me again once more, i will not hesistate to complain immediately to the control station. "therefore hey cleaner, dontcha mess the fuck with me!!"

Monday, July 14, 2008

Another Slacking Weekend...

Don't realli know what to blog -> becos i am pissed off by myself. What a weekend i had~~Slacked Again..

Saturday
Met emily after work @ jurong point, went billy bombers to have our lunch-cum-dinner, we didn't do any shopping, just went to the arcade to play.
@ Billy Bombers...
- Ate a super burger (haha it was so big, that me and emily shared de burger)
- Ordered a serving of Cheese Fries!! (yess... its very sinful)
- We had root bear floats for drinks (that adds up to the calories LOLz!)

Despite so, I had a great time! After our late lunch-cum-dinner, we went to the arcade to play..it was the first time ever since i went to an arcade since secondary 3 - i usualli think that arcade is just a waste of $$ and time..

Anyway, i tried the "Daiko" the japanese drum game, we raced Datona, whacked zombies @ Silent Hill, played the "3-Button" game - whereby you need to race against your friends, and played multiple games of "Basketball Shooting". Emily even danced para para, keke which i felt amazed since she could actualli remember the para moves dancesteps since Para was such a long time ago..

I realli enjoyed myself that day because I was realli very stressed up with work.. We crapped abit before we made our way home~~

Saturday Night
Huiwen smsed me asking me where i was just when i reached home.. Didnt see her for months therefore, accepted her invitation to St.James.. Yess... i visited Dragonfly again.!! Keke, everytime i mentioned about Dragonfly, it reminds me of the "Dragonfly" pub located near Holy's house. I could still remember the first time i passed by the pub when freshie told me the pub is also called Dragonfly, and even suggested that i should go that "Dragonfly" instead.

As usual, we reached St.James @ about 0130 hours, and clubbed till dawn... (>_<)" Much to what i anticipated, not drunk but super steamed when i reached home in the morning. Shocked to see ah boy, boby and the others @ fly, and quite disappointed that they've all changed. I could still remember the empty promises that they made before they changed, but anyway, keke that's none of my problems. But seriously, i feel that everybody changes, especially before & after they become rich.. heard from boy that ben was caught, currently serving his prison sentence.. i didnt know why he told me that, perhaps he thought that i still miss him.. yesss... i still miss abit, but out of sympathy...and clearly he dont deserve me treat him better! I guessed boy was shocked when i mentioned that $$ was the most important thing. Partially was quite true, but another part was to "suan" him..since he've changed this way. I could not stand betrayals from friends - especially close ones.. Back to the clubbing~~ i went for (i duno i should call it supper since i had not had a sleep or morning breakfast @ bedok) before going home. keke, ate another very sinful thing - - kuay chap! LOlz.. Sunday
Much to what you all would be guessing - the whole sunday i was rotting in my bed.. I reached home from the supper/breakfast @ about 7 plus 8 while my family was still soundly sleeping in bed. I slept only to wake up @ around 3 plus to eat my fried bee hoon mummy bought... Slacked around @ home watched animes, played some maple and just to do nothing but slack in bed.. I even switched my phone to silent mode because i do not want any "disturbance". Calling it disturbance is quite mean because i just dont feel like entertaining anybody on de phone.. Sorry pals!! i'm just deadbeaten.. (>_<)

Well, this morning i overslept again.. since i forget to switch back my phone to the ringing mode - i eventually called cab to work, and the cabfare cost me yet another $20 bucks... I was too tired and lazy to board any more buses or trains. I think i really should get my driving liscense soon... but still, i wonder how i will be able to afford a car since i am still stucked with this shit.. haiz.. the best part is - my this weekend burn again cos i havent do any assignments nor revision.Zzz

Monday, July 7, 2008

A Fun Weekend

I had a great weekend.. but nevertheless, my plan to study failed - because i did not go home directly after work last saturday. Went over to holy's house for the weekend and slacked. Ate the "very nice" prawn noodles and watched 2 movies - "AVP (Alien Vs Predator)" and "The Golden Compass". I've caught both shows in the cinemas before, but just wanna refresh my memory of the shows. Despite so, I did not finish watching The Golden Compass because i fell asleep @ around 130am...



Woke up @ around 130pm (12 hours of sleep) keke.. and decided to go walk walk since almost every weekend i've been stuck @ home slacking either gaming or just plainly too tired to go out. Actually planned to go Mustafa but we took the wrong bus, so we ended up in town. Walked to cineleisure from parklane and decided to go Sakae Teppanyaki for lunch. (-_-)"" i eventually ate 2 bowls of rice!!! Can you imagine my huge appetite?


After that we went isetan shopping for groceries.. well, i did pampered myself abit becos i bought the Kose Junkisui Series - Refreshing Spots Serum.


I bought the acne preventing moisturizer last month and really feel that it is a very nice product. I've been using the Kose Range since i was 17.. Keke, i really cant imagine what my face would be like if i havent been using their products. I can only say that my face would be much better if I haven't been slacking so often since i'm quite lazy to take off my make-up immediately after i reach home everytime. Sometimes i even sleep with my make-up on (ops..too drunk to wash face LOLz)
Anyway, this product is a "Acne Saver". It comes with a "dab-on" top, therefore, you need not dabble with your affected area with your dirty hands since our hands got many "unseen" bacteria.
Its triple active ingredient formulation is gentle, and it also effectively heals and prevents future acne. Besides, it also helps to discharge sebum stuck in pores and old skin cells, reducing acne scars and blackheads.
I really liked the cool feeling when you it onto your affected areas. It cost only $38.00, therefore i feel its quite affordable in the Kose range. Furthermore, i can feel its effectiveness since recently i got quite a few spots on my face - just used it after i bought, for only one day and the forming acne on my face doesn't feel so painful.
We went to walk around before we proceed to Isetan Supermarket after buying this. Went browsing in Ferregamo and guess what -- I was quite tempted to buy the hairclip. Actually had one myself but since the metal part broke, i did not know it can be repaired and my mum threw it away. Zzz... Luckily for me, the black color is not available until end of August, so that means i saved my $$ till the next month and perhaps i wouldn't be so tempted to buy!! xD
Its really hard to resist your temptation while you are @ the actual boutique itself. Anyway, i bought Meji Cocoa Milk and 2 Calbee's Jagabee @ de supermarket. Haha, never imagined i actually enjoyed shopping for groceries (not to mention @ the tidbits section).
Retired awhile @ Holy's house before i took a cab back home. I actually wanted to go Mustafa after Orchard, but i backed out the very last minute when i saw black bobbing heads out from the bus's windows... It was horrifying...
Anyway, that was my weekend.
Despite it was short, i really, really enjoyed it.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

"Wanted" is what I wanted

As usual, work is driving me crazy. Went to attend my class last thursday and realised that i must really study hard because most students are working adults whom had been working for 5 years and above and they really must have alot of working experience which enables them to understand more about the course.



Despite telling myself to study, i went to watch "Wanted" with larry and nicholas yesterday. Keke, I was @ work when both smsed me to go movies. Since larry smsed me first, i told nicholas that i could not go with him. Actually both of them wanted to watch Hancock - which i felt was lame and i don't think that it would be that funny anyway. Therefore, they agreed into watching "Wanted" with me. Larry also did not mind Nicholas going along, so the 3 of us watched it together...



Keke, Nick's botak head was really very cute.. Haha, i've been wanting to meet him for quite sometime but i never had the chance to meet him since i'm really very busy during weekends - now been busier now that i've started my course. Zzz...reached early @ westmall and was waiting for Larry for dinner and i went shopping. Saw quite a unique top but i stopped myself from buying as i realised i've really grown FAT!!! Eeeks, i'm sure you guys cannot imagine how fat i've grown cos my shoulders really looked plump & broad besides my arms. Besides, i told myself i really need to save up $$ for my driving lessons & school loans.



Anyway back to the movie -

"Wanted" is really a very nice show. The plots, the comedy part, the actors (i went partly because i wanted to watch Angelina Jolie in action), the movie effects etc.etc.. Keke, it really makes me fantasise myself to be an assasin after the show... Even now, i do not mind grabbing the same tickets for a second time since i really love it. Keke...



Here's A Poster From "Wanted" and part of the storyline...





Rating: NC16Consumer Advice: Violence & Some Sexual Scenes Genre: Fantasy-ThrillerLanguage: English with Chinese subtitlesDirector: Timur BekmambetovCast: Morgan Freeman, James McAvoy, Thomas Kretschmann, Terence Stamp and Angelina Jolie
Based upon Mark Millar’s explosive graphic novel series and helmed by stunning visualist director Timur Bekmambetov—creator of the most successful Russian film franchise in history, the Night Watch series—Wanted tells the tale of one apathetic nobody’s transformation into an unparalleled enforcer of justice. In 2008, the world will be introduced to a hero for a new generation: Wesley Gibson.

25-year-old Wes (James McAvoy) was the most disaffected, cube-dwelling drone the planet had ever known. His boss chewed him out hourly, his girlfriend ignored him routinely and his life plodded on interminably. Everyone was certain this disengaged slacker would amount to nothing. There was little else for Wes to do but wile away the days and die in his slow, clock-punching rut.

Until he met a woman named Fox (Angelina Jolie).

After his estranged father is murdered, the deadly sexy Fox recruits Wes into the Fraternity, a secret society that trains Wes to avenge his dad’s death by unlocking his dormant powers. As she teaches him how to develop lightning-quick reflexes and phenomenal agility, Wes discovers this team lives by an ancient, unbreakable code: carry out the death orders given by fate itself.
With wickedly brilliant tutors—including the Fraternity’s enigmatic leader, Sloan (Morgan Freeman)—Wes grows to enjoy all the strength he ever wanted. But, slowly, he begins to realize there is more to his dangerous associates than meets the eye. And as he wavers between newfound heroism and vengeance, Wes will come to learn what no one could ever teach him: he alone controls his destiny.

Friday, July 4, 2008

また学校へ行こうの一日

一昨日 また昔の方で 日本語を使って ブローグを書いた。今日もまた同じの方で 日本語の練習します。

昨夜は また学校へ行った。それは もう一年前のことだったが、楽しかったです。しかし 今回の学校は ちょっと違うだった。今回の勉強は 大学校の専門ですよ!でも 今回の時間は ちょっと早すぎるで、あまり たくさんお勉強の時間が ない。そして 今回は 自分で払った、だからもし頑張らない じゃいけないと思う。これから 私絶対に ゲームをしないで、週末に 勉強をすると決めたよ!今 それを考えても ちょっと早すぎるですがよ!だって今週は まだ初めのクラスだから!でも本当に 私は 変わった。もう と昔の私と違った!!ポリテックで卒業したのあの日、自分と誓って、もう二度と 同じのことをしたくない。三年前 頑張らなかったから、政府の大学校へできなかった、あの日は 悔しいくて、悲しかった。だから 今は 自分のために決めたの決行です!  (^_^)y

今朝 彼からメールも貰った。メールを見たの時 なんかちょっと嬉しいと寂しいの気持ちを 増えた、そのメールを読んでいるの時、涙が 溢れた!もう五間月だったでも まだ彼のことを思えだしたよ。でも 今は お勉強は もっと大事に すると思うなら、ほかの事を 考えなかった。

じゃあ・・もし今日は もっと早く帰れば、少々ゲームをして、後でお勉強します^^ そしてもし時間が宜しい 来年なら また日本語を勉強したい!

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

昔いのことを思いだした

お久しぶりに日本語を使って ブロッグを書いた。
また仕事を行かなかったの一日。

今日は 來未ちゃんの新いシングルをダウンロードした。彼女のMoon Cryingのシングルを何回目も聞いて、昔彼氏と一緒にいったの時を思い出した。彼いなくなったの時もうさんかん月もっとだたですけど、もっとから私も彼のことを忘れなかった。私たち分かれたのその日から、ずっと日本語を使えなかった。なぜならば、何時も言葉を使って、彼のことは全部頭に溢れた。気持ちもよく戻れた。

今までもあの歌を聞いて、歌の意味を感じている。ずっと彼に私の気持ちを伝えたかったけど、なにもしないのままに、分かれた。歌を聴いての時、ひとつ同じのが、歌の意味も私と少しい似ている。彼と後も別人をあったでも、色んな道を歩いた、仕事も見つけたらし、ただ全部も私ひとりだけ。本当に彼とまた逢いたいです。

もし出来れば、昔一緒に居たの時を戻りたい、また彼を抱いて、微笑みで彼の顔をみる・・・

じゃあ 來未ちゃんのMoon Cryingの歌詞を書く。
君とよく歩いた
いつもの道と私
月と歩きながら
悲しいメロディー

あんな顔をさせるつもりじゃなかったの
ただ「好き」なだけなのに
君を悲しませてしまった
あの日の涙

逢いたい気持ちは
どんなに伝えても 伝えきれない
溢れ出した言葉が届くなら
君を想い 歌いたいよ

逢いたい気持ちは
どんなに伝えても 伝えきれない
また今夜も思ったことひとつ
今も君を愛してると・・・

逢えばわがままばかり
ときどきいい過ぎたことも
笑って許した
大人な君で

孤独に思った君に
「傷付く事が出来た」なら
「そっと手、差しのべられた」も
「ぬくもり」も「これから」も
「ふたりで・・・」だった?

逢いたい気持ちは
どんなに伝えても 伝えきれない
溢れ出した言葉が届くなら
君を想い 歌いたいよ

あの日に 戻れるのならば
これ以上何もいらない
また今夜も思ったことひとつ
今も君を愛してると・・・

言葉に出来ない思いを
この歌で今伝えたい
溢れ出した気持ちが届くなら
君を想い 歌いたいよ

今夜も大空を見上げ
月が照らすその場所へと
大切な人共に歩きたい
ずっとずっと 側に居たい

繋いだ手を離さないで・・・

彼に伝えたいのは:
あなたは 元気ですか。もう長いであなたを会えなかった、よく道へ歩いたの?まだまだあなたを忘れないよ。・・・ただあなたがそんなことを知らないだけ、まだあなたを愛してるよ・・もし地球が回って、またあなたの会いたい。

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

An ending & Coming Beginning

Haven't blogged for 2 weeks.. which means my bloggie was left half-dead.. things did not seem 2 go well for me again especially this 2 weeks, but well, i couldn't care less anyway. Recently some matters tend 2 piss me off very easily; plus, i realli feel that i got not enough time 2 rest..

I realli wish that everyday will be longer.. hmm.. perhaps that we shall have 48hrs instead of 24hrs in a day? Keke, i think all will say i'm day-dreaming, but who would wish 2 have a longer weekend?

Still remembered my weekend very clearly because i had not had enough sleep!! Furthermore, i went to Maple's 3rd anniversary. Well this time, i realli got the thought of quitting maple --> erhem.. i mean quit buying maple cards. I went 2 verify my maple account, and what a shock! I spent $1.5k shortly within 1 year. That means I've spent more that 4 or 5Ks juz mapling within this few years!! What a joke! Can you imagine the number of LV bags i've owned now (small ones) LOL imagining that I've saved the $$ all this while?

Anyway, I wasn't one of the worst because my maple jiejie actualli spent 15K. Erm.. don't stun, dun gimme de F5 face, cos this was the fact since she lost count of the amount she spent. Yup --> its enough to pay for a luxurious trip to Maldives for 2 keke.. Asiasoft also became a very cheapskate & "Ngiao" company, longer queues @ the anniversary's fair, more boring & unwell - prepared celebration and all the goodies you get are not worthwhile.

Me and my guildmates reached there & started queuing @ about 9am while jiejie reached @ 8am. Queued till 5 plus just 2 redeem a few items, even not enough for the rest 2 share. Anyway, I'm very touched that jie actualli passed me her cards to exchange for a big yeti plushie which i had been aiming for all these years of mapling..

Finalli i got the plushie --> i willl upload 2 bloggie soon within this few days and blog more often 2 repay back my 2 weeks of non- blogging...

---> back 2 continue my work ;(