what a weekend~~

i had a wonderful weekend for this week. i spreeed - shopping for monthly daily necessities like facial products, body lotions & other stuffs (keke not to mention TIDBITS!!) i thought that i would actually spent this time studying, but instead, i slacked, slept - because i wasn't feeling quite well, and despite in the middle of the night, i had an inspiration and i changed my blogskin and blogged.

recently i had been quite busy @ work, because i need to get everything done before i actually go off to take my exams this coming week (this wednesday & friday), therefore i need to complete all my tasks before my leave. i really hate to be absent from work since when you come back to start work again, everything will be very messy!!

anyway, during my spree i bought a top (from some woo-loo dress-shop located @ the mrt station). hehe, but who cares anyway as long as the top is nice? ^^ well, i was kinda upset because i've upgraded from wearing S size to M size!!! waah, i almost faint cos wearing the S size seems to be abit too tight for me, especially the front. hmm.. i will upload the top once i've much more free time, in the meantime, i will introduce the new sunblock that i've bought and finish up the blog as it is not getting early...

the sunblock product which i bought is....


tada~~ yess, its the biore's new UV protection "bright skin milk". currently, i've been using it for the past whole week, because whenever i go for facial, my beautician kept telling me that my complexion is becoming worse, and a woman can don't apply moisturizer, but must apply sunblock!! well, since i work under the sun everyday, i decide to work hard and apply haha. this sunblock when used, gives me a very "soft" feeling comparing to my kose sunblock. i love my kose sunblock too, but when i use it daily on mornings, i feel its abit too greasy since my skin is always sensitive in the day. besides, kose sunblock is not waterproof comparing to this. when this sunblock is applied, it also gives a powdery feeling and it does not leave the kind of "white" residue behind even if you did not spread it out to your face. somehow or rather, i also feel that this sunblock helps to even out my complexion - acting like a foundation base !!^^

last but not least, its very affordable and i am sure that you can find it in major supermarkets and watsons etc. hmm, for the next upcoming product which i'm considering to buy will be - bioessence's skin tightener. LOLz, i wonder whether i will become apple-faced after i use anot, but never mind, i am brave to try!!! stay tuned and log on to my bloggie frequently for the upcoming experience! xD

My last post was on the 22july but it seemed to me that i did not blog for quite a long time.. i had a very pleasant weekend despite that i was dead-beaten... Well, what i did last weekend was that - i helped out at a god's festival.. hmm.. perhaps not many of you all know what that meant, but i just helped out @ those "deity's" festival kinda thing.. anyway, it was kinda harsh for me, because my leg hurts. I helped out as an "admin/account assistant, haha @ the joss-sticks counter, and @ night, i helped to go around taking down the names of the people whom bidded for the deity's stuff..keke i bidded too - for "tua di yar pek" shou tao (buns made into shapes of peaches from flour) and mee sua.. its the very first time i bid on something, and its realli FUN! haha xD

Anyway, i'm also quite disappointed with a call i recevied from a friend last saturday. Hmm.. i dunno how i should phrase it, since i am not angry with her. Just plain disappointed with what she did because i expected her to be more thoughtful (but still, i guess not everyone is that thoughtful though). Hmm.. okay, the situation is something like that~ one of my friends wanted to plan a pinic because they feel that pinics are supposingly more healthy. I was informed quite early after they had this "pinic idea" and i recevied a call from them about the "idea". My reply was like "waa.. pinic ar~ confirm very sian one~ so bo liao ar, go until east coast pinic~" i mean of course, since i stay in the westside of sg, east coast to me very far lor.. especially if u were to say go there pinic on a sunday afternoon - waliew, sunday was like the only day for me to rest..

So, despite my comment, they did planned for the pinic which was supposed to be held yesterday's afternoon.. Well, then last saturday, i received the call from this friend telling me they re-scheduled the pinic to the coming saturday.. Okay, i forget to mention this part~ 1 week after the "idea", i sprained my ankle which was last week's incident = i could not have teadious sports events.. Okay, back to the phone call~ so my this friend called, and told me how they decided to plan it on "next SATURDAY's afternoon", and the people going along..

Hmm.. till now, i guess u guys might be thinking~ your friend did nothing wrong ma.. she forward the pinic to this coming saturday might be because you injured your leg~ but let me tell u all, not because i was injured, but another friend volunteered to cook curry chicken to bring along to the pinic! Well, they actually planned it on SATURDAY, whereby my friend know that i need to work on saturdays.. (they already marked that i will not go @ all). But yes! i did say i will NOT go, after since i heard how she put it in.. Okay, i was bluntly asking her~ "waa.. u all plan on saturday even if i wanna go, i oso cant since i gotta work. Her reply was going like " since before we fix the date of the pinic, I did inform you when we just had the "idea" but i can hear from your tone that u dont like and dont enjoy pinic." What is this lor~ you are not me, so you dont know what i am thinking. Of course lor~ if u are like me the same only got 1 day off every week which happens to be sunday, i m sure you will think the same ma. But ended up is going rollerblading suntan @ beach chit chat, all this kinda of things i wasn't even told in the first place. - to think that i treated her as a close friend of mine, and i expected she will understand me more, i was quite utterly disappointed with such a remark~

Anyway, she also did replied very bluntly back~ its okay you can always join us after your work since we wont be going back so early~ have some consideration lor, i worked the one whole day deadbeaten n u still expect me to go and meet you all when you all never even thought about me in the first place? (now i understand different places you go got different feelings especially with a different crowd). It makes me wonder am i really her one of the good pals in her heart when i treated her like one. Its not as if i am petty but i just wanna be pampered once in a while.. Now you ask me to go join, do you expect me to say yes? nope, but i wont lor..

I thought it was just that issue that affected me.. but when i called another friend to chit chat @ night on de day before the issue, they were conferencing.. This "pal of mine" did it again. Ok they were gaming @ the point of moment when i called, and she just keep on talked loudly over the phone to "another friend". Keep continuing @ the "game thing" and treated it as i was never on the conference. The friend whom i called did apologise but what for? Did she mind n say sorry that she was unable to attend to me the next day when she called?~ nope lor.. she never even mentioned about it. Game game n game, i understand sometimes we tend to get over enthusiatic in something so we forget about the surroundings, i used to entertain her calls while gaming but why she cannot do de same? I rather die in game lor, then to ignore a friend. But did you know the sad part? the sad part was -> nobody even greeted me Hi on the phone while i was still hanging in the conversation!

Anyway, i m not pissed, just utterly disappointed when some1 whom u treasured as a close friend while she did that to you. Trust me guys, i guessed you all might have the same encounter as me before, so i think you all will understand.. i got a feeling that if she keeps on continuing this way, we will drift, drift and eventually we might not be friends @ all... i dread this to come & hope it wont, cos i still treasure...

i missed 3 lessons, and besides i could not bowl or drive now - > because i've injured my ankle. yes, i'm having a right-side pig trotter and the best i can do is limp to work. Injured my leg last thursday night and went to "Maguang" clinic to see the chinese physician.. Had 2 days mc (from friday to saturday) and despite so, i need to report back to work from yesterday.

but still, my leg realli hurts.. since my lessons are on fri, sat and monday, i missed 3 days of lessons cos i do not want my leg to suffer. almost fell down in bus yesterday when i board de bus on my way home, could not go out last weekend gosh!!!

haiz, exams are around the corner and i m really feeling pressured. i hope everything will go well for me..

Dontcha Mess With Me...

This morning i checked my mailbox, and realised SMRT has returned mail.. I am happy that my complaint reached them... Was fucking pissed off with a SMRT cleaner last week on my way to work.

This fucker cleaned the interior of the lift @ commonwealth station during peak hours whereby alot of people will be using it. The best part is he was only cleaning the interior glass. I was late for work, and I wanted to take the lift because i was also holding on to my safety management coursebook which was so fucking thick!!

What happened? He chased me out of the lift when i went in.. so i fucking muz take the stairs because the only escalator @ commonwealth is moving in the "up" direction. When i reached downstairs, i realised a pregnant woman pushing a baby pram was waiting @ the ground level for the lift to come. How inconsiderate lor~ since the fucking cleaner did not put any cleaning signboard @ the bottom.

Therefore once i reached my office, i was so fucking pissed off i complained. I wrote an email to SMRT telling them how poor their services were. Trains never ever reach on time - but that is fine with me because sometimes cannot blame the drivers since singaporeans normally late de..keke.. but pay so much for the freaking slow ride and yet still need to be scolded by the cleaner makes a pleasant morning gone..

I am actually pleased with smrt's respond since @ least they make the effort to reply.. or else i swear i will complain to LTA or even the CASE association. Cannot train their workers well than why still have fare hikes? Normally common sense to clean places with most people after peak hours ma~ you think everybody so free like u clean clean, we can take our own sweet time walk to work??

So i thought to myself, if the cleaner were to ask this kind of unreasonable term to me again once more, i will not hesistate to complain immediately to the control station. "therefore hey cleaner, dontcha mess the fuck with me!!"

Another Slacking Weekend...

Don't realli know what to blog -> becos i am pissed off by myself. What a weekend i had~~Slacked Again..

Saturday
Met emily after work @ jurong point, went billy bombers to have our lunch-cum-dinner, we didn't do any shopping, just went to the arcade to play.
@ Billy Bombers...
- Ate a super burger (haha it was so big, that me and emily shared de burger)
- Ordered a serving of Cheese Fries!! (yess... its very sinful)
- We had root bear floats for drinks (that adds up to the calories LOLz!)

Despite so, I had a great time! After our late lunch-cum-dinner, we went to the arcade to play..it was the first time ever since i went to an arcade since secondary 3 - i usualli think that arcade is just a waste of $$ and time..

Anyway, i tried the "Daiko" the japanese drum game, we raced Datona, whacked zombies @ Silent Hill, played the "3-Button" game - whereby you need to race against your friends, and played multiple games of "Basketball Shooting". Emily even danced para para, keke which i felt amazed since she could actualli remember the para moves dancesteps since Para was such a long time ago..

I realli enjoyed myself that day because I was realli very stressed up with work.. We crapped abit before we made our way home~~

Saturday Night
Huiwen smsed me asking me where i was just when i reached home.. Didnt see her for months therefore, accepted her invitation to St.James.. Yess... i visited Dragonfly again.!! Keke, everytime i mentioned about Dragonfly, it reminds me of the "Dragonfly" pub located near Holy's house. I could still remember the first time i passed by the pub when freshie told me the pub is also called Dragonfly, and even suggested that i should go that "Dragonfly" instead.

As usual, we reached St.James @ about 0130 hours, and clubbed till dawn... (>_<)" Much to what i anticipated, not drunk but super steamed when i reached home in the morning. Shocked to see ah boy, boby and the others @ fly, and quite disappointed that they've all changed. I could still remember the empty promises that they made before they changed, but anyway, keke that's none of my problems. But seriously, i feel that everybody changes, especially before & after they become rich.. heard from boy that ben was caught, currently serving his prison sentence.. i didnt know why he told me that, perhaps he thought that i still miss him.. yesss... i still miss abit, but out of sympathy...and clearly he dont deserve me treat him better! I guessed boy was shocked when i mentioned that $$ was the most important thing. Partially was quite true, but another part was to "suan" him..since he've changed this way. I could not stand betrayals from friends - especially close ones.. Back to the clubbing~~ i went for (i duno i should call it supper since i had not had a sleep or morning breakfast @ bedok) before going home. keke, ate another very sinful thing - - kuay chap! LOlz.. Sunday
Much to what you all would be guessing - the whole sunday i was rotting in my bed.. I reached home from the supper/breakfast @ about 7 plus 8 while my family was still soundly sleeping in bed. I slept only to wake up @ around 3 plus to eat my fried bee hoon mummy bought... Slacked around @ home watched animes, played some maple and just to do nothing but slack in bed.. I even switched my phone to silent mode because i do not want any "disturbance". Calling it disturbance is quite mean because i just dont feel like entertaining anybody on de phone.. Sorry pals!! i'm just deadbeaten.. (>_<)

Well, this morning i overslept again.. since i forget to switch back my phone to the ringing mode - i eventually called cab to work, and the cabfare cost me yet another $20 bucks... I was too tired and lazy to board any more buses or trains. I think i really should get my driving liscense soon... but still, i wonder how i will be able to afford a car since i am still stucked with this shit.. haiz.. the best part is - my this weekend burn again cos i havent do any assignments nor revision.Zzz