i broke up with my boyfriend again yesterday.. but this time, i dunno why but i am not sad. in fact, i felt a kind of soothe relief, and i felt not as pressured as when i was with him, anymore. its not as though like i dont love him that much or what, but just that our idealogy is too different.

i guessed that's what maked us quarrelled on many occassions. anyway, the decision of breaking up was agreed by both of us, so we are still friends. anyway, i was like hoping someday we would be able 2 continue on again.. he's nice i admitted, and he said i was nice too. this breakup make me feel that i seemed to be grown up, because i feel i wasn't that childish anymore.

i will be going down tanjong pagar 2 pay for my degree fees tomorrow, i hope that everything will go well then. all i could think of now is quickly fulfill my dream --> to own a degree.. then can't hardly wait to fulfill my wish of becoming an egineer -> provided that i can study civil engineering degree!