I feel real tired, everyday, every week, everywhere... I dunno why, but I am just very tired - DeadBeaten-. Sometimes i feel that i am in the wrong industry, the wrong kind of job, and i really wished that I had not taken up CE in poly in the first place..

Perhaps i slept too much this afternoon, and now couldn't fall back to sleep, therefore turning "EMO"... Lately I havent been spending much time on my studies too, and the deadlines for the assignments are closing in.. haiz, I was quite worried about that.. =(

I wished that i were in the past, need not worry about $, love, studies, work & etc.. I am really pressured with work too, hoping that my everyday will be filled with happiness..

Havent been blogging for quite some time too, because everyday nothing fresh or interesting happens. Just plain boring work and go to school after work for the skooling days.. I really look forward to take a break soon .. Hoping that I will not be on the verge of collapsing soon.. =(

Had a dreadful weekend becos I accidentally deleted 100 episodes of Anime from my hard disk, therefore, I am currently re-downloading them back to my collection.. (>_<)

Valentine's Day had been another boring day for me this year's as I am still single and unattached.. G did ask me out " if I am free" but really no interest in him so I never go. Sometimes oso muz have some feeling then can commit to outing...

Anyway, I gotta shed some more pounds cos I went out with Nic to dine @ Sakae Tepanyaki.. Haven't been there for quite a long time, but as usual, I just gorged all the food... Dining with Nic is really a nice experience cos I dunnid to be "paisei" and juz eat and eat lor.. haha

I just realised I haven't been going out for quite a long time since before chinese new year.. Hopefully, my expenditures will lighten so that I can go out more often..

Time realli flies... counting down to my finishing of my degree soon...

Heard that someone interested to join my school. Well, not to be sarcastic, but I don't see why I should be kind as in the first place, but I ASSUMED that this someone is actually "Clever" to join NTU or NUS instead so I feel that she should not waste her $$ la.. cos Heriot Watt is not GOOD enough for this person; SINCE in the first place, this person critisised that the school is "not recognised" (i suppose not recognised for the person only lor) and tried to psycho me into not continuing the studies there..

What a joke?! Now this someone interested in joining? xD

For god's sake, I really feel that the next time you are going to speak sarcastically to others, think twice before speaking lor.. Don't always brag about your achievements or how good/rich you are doing when the others are just trying to be nice, give you advices and treat you like a friend. . .

Quote:

" Unless you are prepared for the consequences, don't pick upon the rest, sarcastisms and critisms aren't the things to show to true friends how you are doing!! When people suggests something to you, not neccessarily you need to "kay khiang" and suan them about their situations and neither to make them feel demoralised. You might think that you have everything, but the winner will always have the last laugh =)"

My Home... My Room...

Finally had the time to sit down peacefully to BLOG in my second post... Actually I had wanted to post it this afternoon, but I was chatting with Billy over msn and he's just so nice, wanted to drop by to visit me, so I stopped blogging...

When he reached, we crapped and crapped so much, it was really nice to have a friend to chat along especially when you all haven't been meeting up for kinda long time... Anyway, Chuifen also came along with her parents and her kids, so fun lor ~ to be a "god~mother" caretaker for one afternoon, but really it was deadbeaten.. finally after all the CNY kids' entertaining, I thought I could rest awhile and take a sweet sweet shower, but so nice for my cousins and auntie & uncle to drop by, =) therefore, no rest but continued crapping...

Anyway, as I've mentioned earlier... I had been busy packing and packing my piggie-sty room, therefore, I had not been free to log online everyday after work so I decided to reminescence my old room on the blog... (apologies if my spelling has mistakes>_<)
I am sure you all still remembered my this super kitty cupboard in front of my bed whereby there are loads and loads of kitties inside it...


Lolz... my super dooper shelves whereby all my cosmetics, beauty products, hair care products, nail polishes, my alcohols --> you all sure able to see them @ the bottom right shelf, contact lens liquid etc etc etc...


An overview of my old room when you enter by the door...


Okay... I admit that my room was super messy during the time i tried to take this picture.. therefore everything seemed to be strewn everywhere... That's my desk and pc table...

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But,

Not anymore!!!

For the start of this CNY,

I decided...


To say goodbye...


To my old layout...

And

Welcome Myself
To A BRAND NEW BEGINNING....


This is my NEW room... The one which I am very proud of... perhaps its the kind of satisfaction you will get, when you spent all your time browsing magazine (IKEA's for mine), used the contractor's styled measuring tape measure here and there, and you even downloaded the IKEA's software to confirm that the items actually will fit into your room exactly...



Those were the stuff that I actually DID, and I even went down to IKEA's showroom more than 3 times to browse about, laid down on all of IKEA's mattresses to feel which would be the most comfortable and economical for me... And thanks to liang for his help and support, we transported the stuff and DIY my dreams come true...

My room is no longer messy... And that also gave me another Big Excuse to slack in my bed instead of always going out... Its just like an ugly duckling transform to be a swan... A "hotel81" pig sty room transformed into a Fullerton Suite?! (^_^)


Who says that I need to fly all the way to Taiwan to enjoy a "Hello Kitty" Hotel stay whereby I can do all this in my room? Furthermore, all my beauty products and my novels are easily accessed... =)


I even got myself a new computer table...
And a million thanks to my company's foreman Uncle Bao, whom helped to drill and fixed my half body mirror... a MUST HAVE for all vanity...


Where I can do my make-up hassle free...
I kept my wadrobe though, despite changing all the other stuff in my room... I even got a cosy rug... So that whenever I wanna rummage my wadrobe.. I do not need to sit on the floor...

It really took me ages to pack all the things up... I loved hello kitty... but it is really the kind of satisfaction you will get, when you spent all your energy and time... and $$ indulged to give yourself a better living space..

I realised I've grown up, and I really wanna spend more time at home, together with my family... and I really feel I deserve a rest after a long and hard day's of work... Despite being so broke now.. I realli feeel

That... This is the Best Chinese New Year that I spent... My dreams of building a new room with my thoughts interior designed... by myself... It might not be the prettiest, nicest room, nevertheless, I LOVED IT~~ and I will definitely cherished it...

My home... My room...

BBQ Dinner...

Almost a month since i entered my last post... had been realli very busy 'Springcleaning' my room, or should i say ~ re-furnish my room...

Anyway,

Had dinner with Liang @ Korean BBQ restaurant before he went back to his hometown for reunion CNY. It was realli a splurge...

The starters were awesome... All you seen above are the appetizers onli.

Beefy Beef Beef and Beef for the main...


Our next Beefy parts down for cooking..


The prawns are next down for cooking...


Look how splendid when they're done.. cannot say jolene got no cooking skills wor.. ><
Last but not least, my favourite beefy dish... raw beef with turnip... Its realli nice dish when mixed with quail's eggs..

Both of us managed to finish everything on the table... haha.. then i went back to springclean to shed some pounds..

my mood haven't been lousier than now... my salary had been cut!! current month salary was only 1/2 of actual pay. i m realli v sad.. cos i cannot celebrate @ all...

neverthelesss, I've been trying to re-furnish my room.. so look out.. =D it would be done by the coming CNY...


Yay! I love myself (hugs)